Dancing with the Darkness Podcast

Finding truth in a Fable...

Dr. Capps discusses onece again the challenges of living with CPTSD.  By examining a common fable, he discusses the origons of developmental trauama, and CPTSD.  But also that there is always hope!

Toxic Shame

What is toxic shame. How is it caused.  How can we change the narrative.  Learn some practical examples of toxic shame, the why, and the how to start healing. 

Onward with Life???

As we bring the initial part of out podcast to a close, Dr. Capps leads up to his marriage, and some select traumatic events that continue over the next several years.  

What do I do now?

Upon Dr. Capps learning of his college education being sabatoged, he finds himself lost and without any direction.  Listen in as we learn about the next steps in his journey. 

Dancing with the Darkness ......Freedom?

Dr. Capps Talks about the transition from high school graduation to the first year of college.  Freedom only determined that behaviors would continue and evolve into an unhealthy lifestyle.  Video ends with a completed shift once again in this troubled life. 

Dancing With The Darkness The End of Highschool

Dr. Capps goes over His Junior and Senior year in high school and the beginning of a new shift in life. 

Highschool years part 1

In this episode Dr. Capps talks about the first two years of highschool and the significant life changing events that took place.  Trigger warning violence, trauma. 

A new beginning or "nightmare?"

This episode covers Dr. Capps from the ages of 9 to 12 when his life went a completely different direction. From one fire to a diffirent one.  Old abuse would stop, but now a whole new set of life changing abuse would continue to forge a young man into who he is today. 

California Dreaming (Nightmare)

Trigger Warning:  Sexual, Physical and Psychological abuse.  Molestation.  Dr. Capps talks about his 3 year journey in California from the age of 6 to 9.  Then end of one chapter of abuse leading into a brand new set of circumstances and life change. 

The Early years

TRIGGER WARNING    Abuse, violence, sexualization, torture.   In this episode Dr. Capps talks about his early years of life between the ages of 3 and 6 years old.  Graphic and Raw.. he shares painful momories, but also the hope that comes out of it.